after doing official scholastic business, i was in the sdcc bookstore buying a new message remix bible; the sweet lady at the counter asked me, "now, are you going to have your same room again, so you can climb in and out of your window?" i chuckled a bit (unaware that she had watched me over the year) and answered quite somberly, "no, i'm not coming back." she then preceded with, "if you didn't graduate, where are you going?" to that i answered (kind of ashamedly) with what has been consuming my thoughts the last few days..."i don't know, it's kind of a transition time for me, i guess."